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Hopes, shattered

2011-05-16T02:57:00.002+08:00

I want the old her back, badly. I was still full of hope till a month back. Childish thoughts- But can I rewind time?

Hanging on

2011-03-03T19:46:00.003+08:00

Okay, like Shaheera said, we're already in it. Hang on there for 2 years and it'll be gone.

JC life is fine thus far, just that I still can't adapt to this "teach less learn more" kind of studying. Econs is killing me, esp when I'm a real idiot when it comes to subjs that requires loads of conceptualising. Our GP teacher said something like, for A level, drilling doesn't work, but conceptualising. Became real discouraged after that. But I'll hang on :) Okay, I realised that I kind of became a "strawberry tribe" after my 'O's - I get discouraged and give up easily to challenges. For instance, quitting ShinKushiya just because of the jap terms and giving up the chance to get into NP's CMC to pursue my dream as a DJ.

Other subjs are still fine, though I'll get lost in between. Whatever it is, ONWARD AND PERSEVERE ;) - that's what I learned from OPSS isn't it? :) & I feel great that we're having hellish pe trainings~ Because I want to and I need to slim down a lot! xD Not looking forward to NAPFA though! It frightens me to think of it - I've never gotten Silver for NAPFA throughout my whole sec sch life for goodness' sake!?

& I seriously miss my 4S1 classmates :( Every now and then, each of their face will appear in my mind :(
& ONCE SHAHEERA'S FACE COME UPON MY MIND, I FEEL LIKE CRYING :'(

Looking forward

2011-01-17T00:13:00.002+08:00

Tml going for job trial :D Hope I'll be able to work soon, esp since the venue isn't far (: So, I'll try my best tml ;3 But, won't be able to help out with Sec1's training if that's the case Dx
Nvm, like what sis said before.. "If you want everything in life, you'll end up with nothing"~
So, I'll just do my best for the job trial~
More things to look forward to~ But you know, I think, I think too much xD 'Cos I can't give a definite list of what I'm looking forward to~ omgosh

mixed feelings

2011-01-10T22:07:00.002+08:00

Got back O level results finally :D had been having sleepless nights recently and even had nightmares ytd on the results.

A1: Mathematics, Additional Mathematics, Chinese
A2: Chemistry
B3: English, Physics
C6: Combined Humanities

L1R4=8, L1R5=14

All thanks to my combined humanities, it'll be hard for me to get into both Chinese Media & Comm. because of its aggregate type, which will make my L1R4=12 ): but I'm still gonna go for it :D

Last trigger

2011-01-06T21:39:00.002+08:00

Somehow, I wish it'll be over and done with so that all of us can have a peace of mind.
If giving that person tolerance doesn't work, then we shouldn't be wasting our precious time, money and effort.
I'm cold-hearted, heartless, unfilial, whatever. I don't care. That person is the one who taught us to be like this, isn't it?

annyeong 2011!

2011-01-01T16:31:00.003+08:00

Dear 2011, let's be close friends alright? That's why I dropped the formal language hahaha!
So, since no teachers are around to force us to write up our new year resolutions, I shall motivate myself to do so~ My 10 new year resolution:

Stay determined till end of task for everything
Healthy earth
Become stronger in the mind and heart
Exercise and skip at least once a week
Try out more thrill rides
Try out a new activity
Never let other matters affect my studies
Earn at least $3000 through temp/part time jobs during holidays
Go overseas once
Keep track of my savings/spendings

Hope by the end of this year, at least half of the above will be striked out :D

4S1 chalet

2010-12-09T13:13:00.005+08:00

4S1's chalet from 5-7 Dec was eventful!

First day, met up and slacked around AMK hub, then went to chalet. After settling down, all went escape to play :D My first time going on thrill rides! It was damn exciting :D Tried the "superman ride", ferries wheel and the water slide! ;3 Raced on go-cart twice - SHIOK :D Then all of us went for viking ship. It felt like I was going to fly out and die anytime, plus the handle was so loose XO Nevertheless, we rode it 4 times! :D Especially fun since we were the only group screaming like mad dolphins and calling out all the names that comes to our mind at night haha! After last ride on viking ship, everyone felt damn sick XO

Second day, all slept till damn late and slacked around till afternoon. Went for our supposedly picnic in Pasir Ris Park, which turned out chaotically fun x3 Dark clouds started forming, gusts of wind, everything including the bustbins started to fly off. Tried flying the kite, but it ended up entangled on the tree. Then it started to rain! xD Fun part is that though it's raining, we're still trying to survive through using the plastic mats to cover us and tried to get the kite down. Eventually failed though haha.

At night played truthordare. Damn ...... lol. Everyone slept while I chit-chatted with Si Zhen while watching TV and fell asleep with the TV still on. At least had 3 hours+ of sleep :D

Third day, woke up, slacked and packed to go. Had breakfast/lunch at burger before heading home. Si Zhen and I headed home while others headed off to play pool. Tiring thing is, Si Zhen and I definitely saw bus 39 coming. But when we got onto the bus, we ended up on bus 3. Ended up in Punggol int and we actually decided to bus back to meet everyone and go back tgt instead of training back from Punggol. Don't know what we were thinking then haha.

Anw, the 3 days was really fun ttm ;d
LOVE EVERYONE!! :D

anticipate, yet hesitate

2010-11-30T19:38:00.002+08:00

Lovely blog,
I'm anticipating the fun that I'm gonna have with my classmates, primary school friends and choir peeps. However, I'm actually hesitating on whether I can afford to have fun - practically. I've yet to find a part time job, that is. Do you think I'll be able to fully enjoy myself in this condition?

Job hunting

2010-11-22T18:31:00.002+08:00

Lovely blog, I miss school so much.
Have been looking for a job... Hope I'll be able to find one soon. 'Cos after tml's shopping for prom, all my savings for the past few months would be gone, and I refuse to get pocket money since I'm not studying right now.
I would never want to be a person who gets pocket money without doing anything.

BRRRRRR~LALALALALA

2010-11-12T10:04:00.002+08:00

Now that Olevel is over, I can attend to you more, my dear blog!
I'm still pondering on where I should go. If I'm to enter poly, hell will break out. JC, can I do it? Alevel will be sosososo much more tougher D:
Whatever it is, I must continue my education :D

THREE

2010-11-05T21:07:00.001+08:00

I'M COUNTING DOWN~ :D

FIVE

2010-10-31T18:04:00.001+08:00

Five more papers to go and we'll be done with it! ASA! HWAITING!

sep hols

2010-09-08T14:19:00.002+08:00

I suppose this will be the feeling we'll get for our upcoming one-week study leave? - HELPLESS.
Have been trying hard to memorise history, but, really slowly.
Once the chem notes is infront of me, my brain will freeze.
Only 2 subject that makes me work like mad - AEmath, although I'll only do them before sleep everyday.
Tml going for cousin's wedding dinner. Which means, no time/energy to study at night. Air-con kind of makes me sleepy everytime? Dunno~
Currently addicted to 1003 FM cos of it's music chart :D

A - Rainbow

2010-08-13T21:54:00.001+08:00

sleep-less

2010-08-12T07:26:00.001+08:00

Woke up 5AM today to study chem SPA skill 3. But nothing went in and I fell back asleep. Now, I'm so dead.

Reflection

2010-07-31T21:33:00.003+08:00

Wheew. Life was boring till Mrs Cheah came back. But it sucks to only have a period of A.Math practically everyday, especially since we only get to go through I few questions a day.

The tests so far were fine, except that the results are not. Math deproved again and I actually failed the supposedly "easy-to-get-mark" SEQ test, by half a mark. Other tests are not returned yet, but I'm rather sure the outcome won't be desirable. Gotta buck up for the upcoming Physics test and A.Math test D:

Today, managed to make it to tuition without sweating much :X was rather alive until the last few minutes in English class - CAN DIE AHH!
After which, got home and had spaghetti for lunch! ;3 Went to amk hub with mum and sis (who managed to get her work leave), with the initial plan of buying a weighing scale but couldn't find it - so we ended up buying snacks =.=
Seems like I can never start slimming down until after my 'O's huh? lols.

Alright, I totally need to get a life by studying hard for my future life, instead of sticking to my virtual life on the net.
byeee

LUCIFER

2010-07-20T21:13:00.003+08:00

A quick post before going off to revise chem. Listening compre, I think there's like, 2 qns which I did wrongly. But, whatever. IT'S OVER! & I won't retake unless I get B4 :X

WEEET! SHINee is back with L U C I F E R! Got addicted to the song on the 2nd play & I can't stop listening to it alr! xD

Am I losing your trust alr?... If that is, tell me. Sometimes it feels like you're talking behind my back.

Motivation

2010-07-13T20:12:00.003+08:00

The thing that drove me on ever since last time - financial problems and the will to make situation better... IT'S BACK!

Alright, shall admit that I was being emo and having a tiny bit of mood swing the pass few weeks/days. For a period of time, I forgot about my family status and my goal in life, and started to complain about things.

Something happened just now, and that was how I found "it" back. Furthermore, dad asked about my 'O' lvl fees (which I paid long ago) because of the GIRO issue. I told him, "I paid with my savings" ^u^ & I got complimented by my sis! ;D & truthfully, I feel proud about it. Shall continue with this driving force not just until 'O's, but for my life! :D

I'm glad that I had the habit of saving right now :D but, my savings have been decreasing because of luxuries - unwanted tidbits and beverages.. Shall take note of it from now on :D

所谓：节省是一种美德 :D
我把从小培养的“德”找回来了！

U-KISS!! BEAST!! 2AM!!

2010-07-09T21:05:00.002+08:00

I'm really lazy to blog nowadays, but everyday when I come into my blog to listen to music, I feel irritated to look at old posts xD & that's why, there's a new post xD!
The previous half of the year was... Not fruitful?
It felt like something is pulling me down, making me really lazy and unmotivated to do each and every thing.
I do not feel the satisfaction for fulfilling anything, 'cos I've yet to fulfil anything.
Many mood swings.
Hate to feel exposed, esp when ppl know too much about myself.
Get influenced by friends easily.
I DISLIKE THESE THINGS. It feels like I'm a loser to get influenced by my friends' mood, affecting my mood, and get distracted in class. Where's my old self whom I moulded for years?..

My Chinese 'O's oral is over, and I know that I can't retake it even if I did badly. But whatever the case is, I'll have to score for my listening compre. Or in the worst case, retake my written exam? But that's not what I want. Gotta pick myself up from all the failures this year, RIGHT NOW, before any tragedy happen again because of results' issue.

Sch re-opened last week, and even till now, I don't feel the urgency to study. As in - I feel the urgency, but I've yet to do anything about it. Maths remedial classes starting next week. Should I be feeling sad 'cos I'm in different class than my friends, or happy that there won't be distraction? I don't know. Even I myself can't explain what I'm thinking right now.

Sad things aside~
I've been really high for the past few weeks xD
- Firstly, U-KISS on ShengSiong show!! xD
- Secondly, BEAST @ Entertainment on 5!! :DD They were overflowing with charisma and cuteness la!! xD I was squealing throughout :X Even mum complimented that YoSeob has a good voice ok!?! ;D
- 2AM in S'pore!! WEEEEEE!! HAVE TO WATCH SHENG SIONG SHOW THIS COMING SUNDAY!! Then I can have a great sleep after listening to their singing ^_^ SeulOng~~

Aite, that's all for my 1-post-per-month ^^ Later have to chiong tuition homework T^T

June Holidays

2010-06-18T13:14:00.003+08:00

June holiday is coming to an end and I'm left with a week to finish up my assignments. I've yet to complete SBQ, English TYS and Physics practical paper.

Anw, choir peeps were back from Aussie this morning. After viewing through the photos they've taken there, I'm craving to go overseas!!! & HENCE, I'm even more determined to get good results for my 'O's so that my aunt will bring me to Korea/Japan! ;D The last time I was out of Singapore... K2? Lols, exactly 10 years.

Summary of my holiday:

1st week
Extra lessons, preparation for choir concert & THE ACTUAL DAY OF THE CONCERT! I am totally in love with holding/dressing rooms xD

2nd & 3rd week
Had 7-10 hours of sleep everyday and I had a daily routine xD

1. Wake up for breakfast + TV/computer
2. Homework + Music
3. Lunch + Computer
4. Homework + Music
5. Dinner + Computer
6. Computer all the way till sleeping time :X

Overall, I had a boring holiday xD

& I'll have to go get another bag before school re-opens, since my ZEBRA BAG (as Andrew calls it) snapped on the last day of MYE xD

COUNTDOWN: One more week ;D

2010-05-28T11:54:00.001+08:00

Yeah, I'm actually not counting down for Chinese "O" Level ;D 'Cos I'm totally excited for Choir's concert!! xD
All tickets were sold out ytd! ;] It's gonna be a full-housed concert!! YIPEEEEE!! Hoped that many of my friends who couldn't go, can go D:
Practised from 1.30pm till 7pm ytd ;D was totally worn out, but I'm enjoying it! xD Really hope that we'll be able to bring out a great performance for everyone.

I'm kind of giving too much preview of the concert to my sis as I am practising everyday? xD I'll try to stop doing that.

Alright, back to studying Chinese :D

JOAQUIM CHORALE CONCERT

2010-05-17T18:17:00.002+08:00

Had choir today from 9AM - 5PM.
Initially, my mind was totally blank, since I only had 6hrs+ of sleep :x But managed to come back alive in between. Had mac's for lunch with Joey & Sharon. Overall, we learnt 7-8 pieces today - that's half of the number of pieces we're performing ;D A good start; very encouraging xD Alto was kind of lacking behind though.

FIGHTING~ ALTO!! We can do it!!

I'm really looking forward to this concert right now - although we are only in the first phase of preparing it. I think it will be a memorable one; a good farewell concert. I'm starting to regret for deciding not to go Australia? But, nvm, that's my decision. The choir concert will be enough for memories of choir.

The concert's tickets are already up for sale.
Anyone interested, I can help you order the tickets :D They are priced at $6.
The concert will be held in the evening at Republic Poly on 5th of June.

P.S.: Specific details on what time or which area of RP etc are still not given to the choir members.

Bored to death / Stressed?? !@#$%^&*

2010-05-16T21:39:00.002+08:00

SOMEONE HELP !~?~~
I should be feeling really pressurized and stressed right now (& last few weeks) isn't it? But I wasn't as stressed as past few years =.= WHICH I DON'T KNOW WHY?!?!

Words just can't describe everything or even a thing that I feel.
I NEED SHAHEERAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~ D:

I think I have to prepare loads of tissue when our mid year result comes out.

Exams - CLEARED!!!!!!

2010-05-14T17:43:00.003+08:00

WEEEEETS! Got an acer aspireone 532h from dad as b`dae prezzie! He bought it early this month during 2nd May, I hope it wasn't because he forgot about my b`dae =.=...

Anw, exams cleared! That's why it's my first time using it haha. Thinking of a name for it.. haha.

Wanted to go out right after exams today, but, seems lyk theres nowhere fun to go?
Tuition break started!!! HOOORAY!!
Let's get ready to have hi-tea with our tchers when the results are out haha.

Waiting for netizens to upload today's KBS music bank...

MYE

2010-04-29T15:01:00.008+08:00

~~ENGLISH~~

~~CHINESE~~

~~ELEMENTARY MATH (1 & 2)~~

~~ADDITIONAL MATH (1 & 2)~~

~~PHYSICS (1 & 2)~~

CHEMISTRY (1 & 2 )

~~COMBINED HUMANITIES (SOCIAL STUDIES & HISTORY)~~

D:

2010-04-26T18:35:00.003+08:00

First day of intensive revision - FAILED

Couldn't subdue the urge to play restaurant city & hotel city Dx
& I initially agreed to not use computer from today onwards. But decided to use it for 30mins, but yet I lost track of time I exceeded 30mins >.<
Maybe I really should not have even touched the computer? Now I'm unstoppable >.<

I really have to buck up x100000.. HWAITING!!!

Oh! Oh! Oh! 오빠를 사랑해

2010-04-21T13:31:00.004+08:00

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

P.S. No one is obligated to do this unless, like number 4 says up there, you think you might enjoy doing it.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Follow your soul

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Irony

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Day by day

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
We fell in love

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Boys and girls

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Find

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Real

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
In the endlessly far sky

WHAT IS 2+2?
Mystery

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?
You're my endless love

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Indian boy

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
To her

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
If you cannot

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Because I'm stupid

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Promise

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Star star star

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Door of flames

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Disco drive

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
She can't get enough

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Snow prince

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Evidence of water

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Gimme the light

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Please be nice to me

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Gee

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Wedding dress

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
The ugly

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Heartquake

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Confession of a friend

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
My ears' candy

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Oh!

As you can see, not going to school can also bore one to death xD

ArtsPanache3

2010-04-19T00:41:00.004+08:00

I know I'm one-week late for the update, but well, whatever xD
All-In-All, it was a really wonderful and unforgetable experience! ;]

Time-table, from now onwards

2010-04-03T23:35:00.002+08:00

Practically slacked for the past 2 weeks. Furthermore, there were very few assignments and remedials for our class. I'm now starting to watch my dramas and variety shows in a weekly basis - quite satisfied with it, especially after a whole week of schooling.

Anw, had a "Conquering Your Exams" workshop this Tuesday, and once I got home, I plotted out a time-table for my daily revision - assignments and study+revise one subject a day. However, only started studying ytd ;x

Arts Spanache 3 next week - skip tuition! xD HWAITING EVERYONE!

Off to watch shows hehe

March holiday

2010-03-18T00:30:00.002+08:00

YAYNESS! Only had a few extended classes this holiday xD MT essay writing workshop, Chem and History xD
Had choir yesterday and today - rather progressive? I dunno.
I have to admit - I have nth much to blog about, since my daily routine is either study for the whole day, out to school for the whole day, play for the whole day, or stare into blank space for the whole day. Nth interesting in fact haha xD

Anw, rehearsals for ArtSpanache3 starts next week. I'm looking forward to the fun we will have amidst all the hardwork. Never to forget... Choir's first ever concert in its 10 years' history!! xD But, it's gonna be really tiring Dx

4S1's DOMINATION XD

2010-03-05T18:11:00.003+08:00

Cross-country today was SIOK! xD Walked with MeiYi, SiZhen, SuBoon, Shaheera and Amirah. When we were at the turning point, a flock/family of monkeys ran out xD I was like...

AHHHHHH!! CUTEEEEE!! BABY MONKEYS!! xD

Anyway, near the end-point, 6 of us went mad xD Hooked hands and chionged up that slope xD
& it was really a great day to have a stroll in the forest xD

Prize-giving. 4S1 dominated by coming in for 1st and 2nd in healthy sandwich making, and also for cross-country. All-in-all, 4S1 DOMINATES!! XD
Let's hope we can dominate in the academic fields too haha xD
GANBATE NE!!

Last but not least, I LOVE WATERMELONS! Dad bought one on Tuesday, and we finished it yesterday xDD
& since he has this kinda daughter, he had no choice but to buy another one just now xDD
Gonna go enjoy my watermelon~ ;D

'Cos I'm having a great day

2010-02-26T20:31:00.003+08:00

Was kind of having low blood pressure lol, can't activate hyperness today. Anw, overall was fine, except for the fact that I was doing my homework for the whole day in class, and even during recess. Amath self assessment test, no time to finish, but glad that I know how to do all, I hope? Chinese essay writing workshop was... HAIZ! xD Found it quite beneficial though. Oh, and my gastric pain worsened after hearing the trainer talk lols. By the time when the workshop ended at 2PM (It's 2PM!!!!! xD), I think the gastric juice had almost eaten up the whole of my stomach xD

Then, finally got to eat a meal, the 2nd one after my breakfast at home. Then went for choir. Voice wasn't really warmed up throughout. Anw, tahan-ed through till 4PM+, then we decided to play bball as usual. But it was like *BOOOM!* and it rained, lol. Played concentration and truth or dare at study area, and a dead lizard accompanied us @.@ & as anyone heard in the parade square, Zach confessed which tcher he loves lol (just part of the dare game). Rain finally ceased, and we went to the side court to play. Ended up playing half court at bball court when Clarence and ChunKit joined us. 4S1 against non-4S1. WEETS!!! Domination!!! xD

To Alex: STOP MOLESTING GUYS!! xD & wth lol xD you're interested in that attractive Mr T*ng?

Finally decided to go home when Major Tan warned us to stop playing when the lightning alarm is on. We waited for Andrew to finish with his Literature assignment before leaving together.

To Liting, Nat, Sharon: SHHHHHH!! xD

PS: sorry, friend.

Things going rather well

2010-02-25T07:19:00.002+08:00

Haha, was planning to go school early today to let Shaheera mark th eng letter writing. But gave up on th idea lols. Initially wanted to wake up at 7AM, but my bio-alarm woke me up at 6.30AM. So, prepared, and here I am having breakfast and updating this dead blog of mine.

Had 'O' lvl SPA ytd, and I'm glad that I know how to do the all the calculations! xD Just fearing for th accuracy. & miraculously, I do not have leg cramps from ytd's 2.4 up till now! xD Gonna watch OP idol later after maths remedial ;D Hope one of our choir mates will win th contest! ;]

Hmm, th tests so far are still acceptable except for th previous A.math test which made me feel depressed for a week or so. But still, got over it alr. Gonna work really hard for the A.math test next week. Skipped tuition last week due to th undone assignments and SEQ test.

To 4S1: Ganbate for the eng, physics, A.math, E.math tests next week!

To Shaheera & Donovan: 不能说的秘密！xD

Limitations of 24hrs per day

2010-02-04T21:37:00.002+08:00

I MISS SCHOOL!!
It's incredible how everyone hates E-LEARNING so much. See all the status and messages on facebook & MSN? How I hope the teachers see them. xD

Just managed to finish the last piece - SS. & it made me hate the subject even more. Such a great effect of E-learning!?
Anw, I hope I'll be able to finish some of th assignments for day 2 later on.

Change in school rules, then came tuitions, E-learning & demerit points. Seems like nothing will be going the way I want it to be, EVER.

Realised the importance of loyalty, faith and trust, after a "sharing session" with one of my friend. If it is really that hard to maintain these, I think I shall not risk in the future. Otherwise, it's not me who suffers, but the next generation. I don't want anyone to have the same life as mine.

How you should counsel a friend who lost a precious dog (just kidding)

2010-01-29T22:33:00.004+08:00

Lifeskill totally lightened up my day lol. Was going through on the topic of "learning to let go". Then Mr Goh CJ told us to pair up to practise counselling our friend who has trouble. Then JJ & Clarence was called up and their topic was like, JJ lost his dog~!! =.=
After all the arguements and discussion, Mr Goh came up with the most brilliant & unexpected "solution" lol.

Mr Goh: Why not sing to JJ, "WHO LET THE DOGS OUT?!?!?!~" *with a pose, that from my position, seems like he's having constipation xD*

Whole class was like... ROFL!!
& the class tee is almost done!

This slowpoke here is finally starting to like her class! xD

Unreasonable high expectations

2010-01-23T12:49:00.004+08:00

Kind of "failed" my A.Maths revision test, especially in tcher's & mum's eyes, when I get 75% for it. In fact, Mrs Cheah calculated wrongly and it should be around 83%. But after thinking about it, maybe she would still write the comment, "Should be better", just because I got more than that last year. Although I admit that I only did last minute revision & did not even have time to read through the last few chapters, but I just don't feel good about it. More are going to come my way.

I also failed my English idioms & proverbs test by 3.5marks..

Whatever the case is, I think I'll only have to live up to mum's expectations as usual, since none's level of expectation can be compared with hers. Maybe I was thinking too much under stress? I don't know. Life goes on..

Was down with sore throat, then cough, then flu for the past whole week. & now the phlegm is bothering me.
Loads of tests coming up. SS, Physics, Chinese, E.Maths and History, all within these 2 weeks. It's gonna be really hectic & exhausting.

Goodbye Sec3

2010-01-05T20:05:00.017+08:00

Whew, seeing the juniors wearing long pants felt so weird haha xD From when they were sec1s till now xD Great feeling though.
T^T They just started their peaceful sec3 life while we have to totally start bucking up for sec4.

HELPPP!!! I can't absorb anything into this pig brain D: My biology clock is still not adjusted to "SCHOOL MODE" and I really slept with my eyes opened in some classes... Especially in Physics I think..? 'Cos I don't recall any formula being inserted into my mind :(

Sec1 orientation rehearsal tml, NYP & NAP open house on Thursday & Friday, then sec1 orientation & CIP flag day on Saturday... Hope I'll have enough time to study for the upcoming A.Math "EXAM" on next Tuesday T^T

Holiday assignments undone still..

2009-12-27T02:18:00.004+08:00

HELPPPPP~ I still have 2 English book/article reviews, the Chinese book review & the Electrolysis research T^T Somemore, I have not started revising for A.Maths "exam" & English vocab test... I don't want to go back to school~ 'Cos the year 2010 for us,

School re-open = HELLLLLLL

Gonna have choir tomorrow for 8hours.
&I'm looking forward to the wedding of my cousin this coming Saturday~ xD

Condition worsened

2009-12-23T18:56:00.004+08:00

What to do? She mentioned that same old sentence again. Should have thrown her sentence back to her, "Why don't you end this cleanly so that we won't suffer? You should go to the lawyer instead of him going, & waste the fees to end it, since you're not working."

Didn't want to accept this fact a year ago.. & you told us to not believe the doctors, I adhered to it. But your actions and the way you speak, it doesn't persuade me to not believe this fact. I want the old you back... D':
The one who taught me to care for others in need...

Quiz

2009-12-18T11:03:00.004+08:00

Haven't done quizzes for a long time xD
From Joey:

1. Are you single?
- Yeap.
2. Are you happy?
- Not really.
3. Are you bored?
- VERYYYYYYYYYY
4. Are you fair? As in skin colour?
- Relatively fair. But I prefer to be tanned & dark like last time T^T
5. Are you Indian?
- No. But if I'm darker, people sometimes mistake me for a Malay, or even Indian.
6. Are you stupid?
- I didn't want to accept this fact...
7. Are you honest?
- Relatively, I suppose?
8. Are you Irish?
- Neh.
9: Are you nice?
- I don't think so. Sometimes it just doesn't pay to be kind.

Ten facts:
Full name: Ang Yi Qian
Nickname: qian
Birth place: Singapore, NUH, What else?
Hair colour: Black.
Hair style: Slightly longer than shoulder's length.
Eye colour: Brown
DOB: 940520
Mood: Bored... Sis went off to sch when I'm still in bed T^T
Fav. colour: Red, Orange, Grey, White, & MORE~ xD
One place you wish to visit: Hehe, to Joey: I'm a bit more greedy. I wanna go to SS501's, SHINee's, SuJu's, BigBang's, 2AM's & 2PM's dorm xp Maybe even more? xDD

Ten facts about your love
1. Been in love?
- Puppy love.
2. Believe in love at first sight?
- Yep.
3. Currently have crush?
- Nope.
4. Hurt emotionally before?
- Not really.
5. Broken someone heart?
- Hope not.
6. Have your heart broken?
- Not really.
7. Like someone but kept in heart?
- Everyone does.
8. Are you afraid of commitment?
- Yes.
9. Last person you hugged?
- Hmm.. Let's see... My sis? xD She invaded my bed you see xDD
10. Last person you say ILYs?
- Ariel..? Yep ;3

This or That
Love or lust:
- L.O.V.E.
Cats or Dogs:
- Dogs of course xD CATS ARE IRRITATING~ *& I'll get killed by my cat-lover sis, 妖猫 for this sentence*
Best friends or regular friends:
- Besties of course xD
Creamy or crunchy:
- Erm.. Th Skippy's peanut butter? xD Creamy, plus SUGARRR! xD
Pencil or pen:
- Pencil.
Wild night out or romantic in:
- Wild night out with friends & Romantic in with someone special of course xD What we meant by "Doing appropriate things with appropriate people" xD
Night or day:
- Night! I can sleep~ Although I often sleep in the days also xD
IM or phone:
- IM is a...??

Have you ever
Been caught sneaking out:
- Nope, 'cos I never did so xD I'm a honest girl~ :O
Seen a polar bear:
- Yep yep! But it's like YEARS AGO when I visited th zoo with my cousins.
Done something you regret:
- Definitely. Many many of them.
Jumped:
- =.=... Who never did so? Their P.E. tchers must have been really kind like angels.
Eat food that's on the floor:
- Sometimes? xD
Been caught naked:
- Last time xD
Wanted BF back:
- What do you mean by BF? Bestfriend? Boyfriend? Or what?
Cried because lost a person forever:
- Don't think do?
Wanted to disappear:
- Ever since I'm three.

Preference of love
Smile or eyes:
- Both? xD
Light hair or dark hair:
- Dark hair. It looks more healthy. But I'm still based on the personality more xD
Hugs or kisses:
- Hugs :D
Intelligence or attraction:
- Someone who possesses both, that would be the best xD
Violent or pathetic:
- Neither. It's just a shame on a girl/woman to stick to someone who abuses her & borrows money from anyone around him, without any chances of him returning the money.
Older or younger:
- I'm fine with both :D Older by the range of 4 & younger by the range of 1 xD
Sweet or bad:
- Sweet of course xD

Have you
Performed on a large crowd:
- ;B What is my CCA...?
Talk on the phone longer then a hour:
- A few times with Caiwen in pri6 lols xD
A rock concert:
- Nope. But I want~~
Cheer-leading team:
- Erm.. Pri sch, JuniorSportsLeaders' cheers?
Dance team:
- Pri sch.
Sports team:
- Casuarina? xD
Drama play or production:
- Sec2 lit. play?
Owned rich cars:
- I'm really a millionaire if I own it by this kind of age lols.
In a rap video:
- Nope. I'm trying to learn rap~ IT'S HARD

Last call you made:
- Phoned to home xD Late at night during th chalet.
Hugged:
- Sis? Isn't this question asked alr?
Hang out:
- 3S1 peeps ;D
Work:
- Never
Talked to:
- Mum
Texted:
- SMS - Donovan, MSN - Andrew
Movie:
- 2012 with Andrew, Joey & Sharon. ^_^
Last person or thing you miss:
- I miss my pillow & bolster I used since a toddler till P3-4.. It got dumped away by my dad out of anger T^T

Tag 10 people:
Anyone, who is interested, just take it xD

Sign

2009-12-16T15:43:00.003+08:00

Finally managed to find th html for th "floating" effect of th playlist, after rumaging thru blogskins.com.
Has been experiencin what we call, SIANSATION, thru'out th whole month.. But I FINALLY completed my Physics TYS, although it was th first assignment tht I started with.

Tried playing Naruto Shippuden: Akatsuki Rising, & it's totally not my type of game xD Got so pissed off with fightin boars & monkeys, & when th Akatsukis comes out, IT'S HARD. But at least I gave up playin the gam when Itachi came out XDD
Everyone should try playin Undead Knights though! Initially sis recommended to me, & she said it's very bloody. That was why I didn't want to play xD I'll get nightmares often when it's scary. But, quite ok xD Not to the extend of scary - My definition of scary = something eeky pops out suddenly. 'Cos u're playin as th one creating undead troops! xD

Anw, I really love the dance of the song "Sign" by Brown Eyed Girls :DD *dot dot dotdotdot*
You can also find it from the playlist on the right ^_^

6A~Seoul Garden

2009-12-09T01:12:00.005+08:00

Went to have Seoul Garden with Mr Yong & the usual few on 7/12 Monday ;D Mr Yong's treat. Initially, we were practically having a war with the oil xD Luckily the waitress saved us by turning down the heat ;b

Creative Natale BBQed the fruits... xD & Stella created a SPECIAL soup base consisting of ice-kacang, ice-cream, half-cooked egg etc, & also the chaota ice-cream >.< *PUKE* xD

Photo & editting credits to Caiwen~

Taking class photo in shopping centre xD

Back to our old times~

Hungry hungry~very hungry~hungry very xD

Planning to have either chalet or just BBQ next year RIGHT AFTER 'O' LEVEL XD On the last paper itself somemore lols xD JKJK

Rotting & Decaying~

2009-12-03T14:23:00.002+08:00

The title totally describes the state I'm in >.<
3rd of December already, only managed to finish Chem worksheet, A.Maths, Physics TYS till topic 5, November 2008 E.Maths paper 1, English compre.

Actually, it's counted as none? All of the above mentioned has at least 1-2 blanks & I didn't bother to start on English summary.
ARGH, although this will be counted as the last holiday assignment I will have, BUT I JUST CAN'T SETTLE DOWN TO DO IT. @.@

Anyone did the Electrolysis project already? T^T

SHINWOO OPPA SARANGHAE!~ <33

bang! baNG! BANG! part 2 xD

2009-11-27T23:44:00.003+08:00

LOL, continuation of ytd's post. Just wanted to share that, have been watching BIG BANG TV from YG Live TV :D Since I'm still not that interested in 2NE1 & Teddy.
YG Family is really awesome ;) The president is so close to them, practically like a close friend.

Anw, BigBang's AWESOME! xD
Someone help me~ I'm way too into KPOP! xD

Alright, gonna go watch a Korean movie - Baby&I, featuring Mason Moon baby, who is such a cutie!! -pinch pinch- xD

bang! baNG! BANG!

2009-11-27T01:09:00.002+08:00

HOORAY~ I'm burning midnight oil to do nothing!! :X
Alright, I was really bothered by the plainicity of the previous blogskin, so I decided to change it, AGAIN :D

OMG.. I think my eye just played a prank on me? Something flashed on the pink wall on my left & disappeared once I turned left? I hope it was just because I'm too tired from all the "EARLY" sleeping habits. :X

Initially planned to share what I have been doing recently, but changed my plan! xD
Gonna go sleep already :( My head is kind of turning in rounds now.

Boring holidays

2009-11-26T11:36:00.002+08:00

Holidays are always boring for me. It's already 26th November, but I've only managed to complete assignments for... A.Math & SS? SS is not even completed lah. LOLS. That's not even 10% of all my assignments >.<
Hmm, although holidays are boring, but there are still fun stuffs lined up in December!!

6A'06 gathering
3S1'09 chalet
Sentosa (not sure?)

May not be staying over for chalet though. xD

SIAN-SATION

2nd WISC pics

2009-11-22T11:50:00.006+08:00

2nd World In Singapore Concert

2009-11-19T09:43:00.002+08:00

I'm FREEEE~~ :D
No more going to school & stuffs! HOHOHOH! :X
Alrighty, ytd had the 2nd WISC performance. It was great! ;] Many of our fellow schoolmates came to watch it. All choir members received a rose each from Isabelle.K & Isabel. It was our first time receiving a flower from someone, so we were very excited about it :P

We reached there at around 2PM+ & we actually slacked around :X But we rehearsed, of course. & we had to apply our lipstick again & again, thanks to the temptation of dinner & ice-cream xD
Anw, the performance was really great hehe. Mrs Tan also came to watch it ;D

The journey back home was really short as we were way too hyper on the bus lols. Discussing about Xuewen & stuffs ;X Somemore, the bus was much more high class than the previous few that we took xD But actually, I enjoy taking the minibus on our trip there xD Very comfortable.

Okay, gtg start getting ready for the movies with Sharon, Joey & Andrew.
TATA!~

XPS & RGS-NITE PHOTOS

2009-11-14T11:17:00.004+08:00

XPS

RGS NITE

RGS NIGHT & XPS

2009-11-13T22:13:00.004+08:00

Today was the last day for us to go XPS to teach the P4s. Was both happy & sad just now before leaving. Just now when we were below there watching them walk up the stage, Ariel & I felt like our own children are going up there. xD A very interesting experience :D I'm very sorry to that one class in our group which I did not give sweets to D: There were not enough sweets for all.
Anw, going back on the 17th to watch their performances ;D

Went for RGS Nite ytd with chosen members of choir, dance, drama club & guitar ensemble. Sharon & I was like... It's RGS's 130th anniversary, while it's OPSS's 10th anniversary. It's like... WOW, a big big gap. & It's a sure case that we won't get to see OPSS's 130th anniversary; even if world does not end in 2012.

ANW, photos will be all up tml! I hope? xD

2nd week

2009-11-12T14:09:00.004+08:00

2nd week of holiday... Well, it's actually counted as none ^_^ But Sunday was the best! :D Went to ECP with 6A'06 ;D & I totally slumped down onto the bed that day, all thanks to Shalice who laughed so much on the bus heading back home, such that Caiwen & I couldn't sleep.

Went back to school on Monday & Tuesday for extended curriculum again. Choir on Tuesday was mainly revising on how to teach the Xishanites.

Yesterday walked all th way from home to Yishun Mrt to meet Ariel & Sharon etc, & walked all the way to Xishan, & the kids are cuteee~!

Today, went back school for data-logger session, which is... BORING! I did not do much things, *if you get what I mean*. Then cabbed to Xishan. But today was really tiring all thanks to the boring data-logger session which makes me pissed off at the mention of it. Anw, currently wasting away my time~ before 5pm comes, when I'll go prepare to watch the RGS concert ;D Hope I won't fall asleep later on :X

Holiday = None

2009-11-02T14:43:00.003+08:00

Haiz... Going to only have 1.5 months of December holiday T^T
Will be in school for the whole day from 8AM till 6PM tml for remedials & choir... I think I'll be dead in bed by the time I reach home.
Anw, I'm in another dilemma, whether to go or not? My studies will be totally at stake.

Mum said,

You can decide by yourself, since you have grown up. Go if you think you can
cope with your studies at the same time. But it also depends on your results
next year for CA1 & Mid-Year.

T^T Can I really do it? I doubt so.

Love Like This [Official MV]

2009-10-31T13:32:00.001+08:00

FINALLY FINALLY! <33

SS501 091030 Music Bank

2009-10-31T13:14:00.001+08:00

Overall for 2009

2009-10-29T17:50:00.004+08:00

3` A1 (Phy79, Amath84, Emath86)
1`A2 (Chi71)
1`B3 (Chem65)
2` C5 (C.H56, Eng57)

Total: 71.1%
L1R4/ L1R5: 10/15
Class: 4/34
Level: 11/173
Remarks: Yi Qian seems a bit too reticent during lessons but she appears to communicate well with her classmates. She is also helpful and respectful. Academically, she has achieved marked improvement in most of her subjects. Well done!

After reading the whole thing, even my sis & mum thinks,"What's this chim word for?" Furthermore, my mum doesn't understand much English.
Anyway, really glad for this time, 'cos it's th 1st time mum doesn't nag too much about my results, & I didn't fail any subjects ^_^
But she's still unhappy about my Chinese =.=
Anyway, can anyone please tell me how you calculate the L1R4 & L1R5? It's kind of out of place?

SS501 Inkigayo 091025

2009-10-26T12:06:00.002+08:00

LOVE LIKE THIS ❤

2009-10-24T23:13:00.005+08:00

Finally~
Super Star - 5 t0gether as 1! xD
LOVE LIKE THIS ❤

A person w/o any goal

2009-10-23T21:33:00.003+08:00

My classmates have been discussing about where they want to go and what they should do after graduation next year. Poly, or JC? Many whom I heard from wanted to go JC.
& I realized that I'm th only one, who does not even put a tiny little bit of thought about it. 'Cos I'll be thinking - "No matter what I want, I'll eventually end up in JC even if I don't want to" Thanks to my mum.
See -- My mum wants me to go JC, while I prefer poly. & ever since I entered sec sch, she has been ranting on & on about th privileges of going to JC, like easier admission to university etc.

Never ever even imagined myself ending up in JC for once. Not even in my dreams.
Well, maybe I should consider JC? That'll only be after I get A2 & above for both Science. But th problem is... I HATE SCIENCE! I try to get good results for both, it's really just for th sake of doing so as a student. I totally don't understand why we have to study Chem. Maybe it is to train us to create bombs? Yeah. OH! Or maybe to train us to become terrorists?! :X

AISH! If I go poly, she'll certainly make me live in guilt for not accomplishing her wish.

WTH!!!

Result

2009-10-22T11:39:00.004+08:00

Completed my E-Learning stuffs, I hope? HECK CARES! :X I'm alr in holiday mood ;D
Exam results this time is quite unexpectedly fine.

The subject that I fail throughout the whole year - History, I passed it with 31/50, like last year. ^_^
Disappointed with my SS... Chose the wrong SEQ question to do... But I managed to get a mere pass!
English... PASSED!
Chinese, B3 again.
Physics, on the point, A1.
Chem, on the point, B4
AE Maths above 85%! Initially aimed for E-80 and A-70 ^_^

All in all, SATISFIED ^_^ But was really disappointed in my Chinese & SS.

김현중❤

2009-10-20T21:33:00.004+08:00

Thanks Joey for helping me buy this drink from th Korean supermart~ <33

Got 4 subjects paper back today. Quite glad that I didn't fail any of them. Thus... PROMOTION SUCCESSFUL! xD

But I really fear for my Chemistry results...

HURRAY!

2009-10-14T16:50:00.004+08:00

Exam is finally coming to an end this year! Something worth celebrating, don't you think so? I'm kind of going to get killed for my results though? I hope not :B Hoping for a pass in Combined Humanities & English.
LALALA~ Forget it! Exams will be over in 17hrs! ;]
I have not started studying for Chemistry today... So, hope that I can study PROPERLY in front of the computer? Can't control myself, especially when sis is not home :X

我愛黑澀棒棒堂搶先看

2009-10-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

I can't wait for exams to end right now! So many shows coming up~ xD

Things that happened recently

2009-09-23T22:07:00.003+08:00

There were so many news recently:

2PM's JaeBum, the netizen issue
SS501's HyunJoong, H1N1, over ^u^
Death of Yoshito Usui, cartoonist of Shin-chan
Super Junior's KangIn, the assault case

I was really dumbfounded. Especially when I accumulated them in my mind initially. Also, I dreamt of Hitler talking beside me =_=" Totally shocked when I woke up. That kind of feeling is totally scary T^T

I think that's the result of stressing myself to well in EOY History, after I have failed for practically the whole year? T^T

Result slip

2009-09-16T23:20:00.006+08:00

Got our result slips back today ;D Was satisfied with every subject except for Chinese & Combined Humanities.

3.A1~ A.Math, E.Math, Physics
1.A2~ Chemistry
1.B3~ Chinese
1.B4~ English
1.E8~ Combined Humanities

What I'm most happy with, is that my A.Math result tallies with that of the highest in Sec3~ ;D But maybe there is someone else with that mark also? :D

Alright, I'm so hyper now, such that I almost forgot that I have not completed my homework :X &Also... What will we be tested on for tomorrow's Chinese test?!

Uncontrollable

2009-09-13T18:40:00.001+08:00

Holiday passes so fast, as usual. In about 3 more weeks, we'll be facing end-year. It was just yesterday, when I told myself, I will not use computer/laptop from today(Sunday) onwards. But here I am! D; I can't tolerate when I don't face the computer/laptop. Hope that there'll be more Maths homework to prevent me from playing! :D Totally have to start revising. I couldn't do many questions in the A.Maths worksheet that Mrs Cheah gave us T^T
& I really have to say this... The school must be mad. They arranged our SS(I should start loving it for SS501? xD) and Maths paper 1 on the same day, History and Physics paper 1 on the same day. @.@ I shall go off to watch some shows~ Since today will surely be the last day for me to do so. T^T

This will be one of my post-exam activities! xD

P.S- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUM~

드림 (Dream)

2009-09-11T01:50:00.003+08:00

HEHE! Finished ep. 10 today. Waiting for the eng subbed ep. 11 to come in soon. So, I'll briefly summarize the story?

Lee Jang Seok (Kim Beom) got out of juvenile detention centre, & by great coincidence, meets Nam Jae Il (Joo Jin Mo), an individual sports agent who was trying to recover from a downfall in his career. NJI discovers that LJS is a rare talent at boxing, & thus, was determined to groom him into a fighter, or a K-1 champion.

So... I don't know about how you all feel about K-1, but I find it really cool~ xD All right, it was American Football, & now, it's this. ~~~

Voting for SS501

2009-09-06T08:44:00.001+08:00

F.Y.I, You can vote daily!!!

VOTE FOR SS501 TO COME S'PORE!

2009-09-05T20:45:00.002+08:00

http://www.sistic.com.sg/portal/dt?dt.i ... ageID=poll
Do me this big favour okok?!

Step 1:
Choose "SS501" under "Concert". If it isn't there, click "Didn't see anything you like? Enter your vote here" and type "SS501".

Step 2:
Type in your FULL NAME and email address.

AND THAT'S ALL!
KAMSAHAMNIDA!

HELP~

2009-09-04T17:09:00.000+08:00

SOMEONE HELP!!?? My double-chin is getting more & more obvious! How do I get rid of it?! T^T
Getting fat at the wrong places... How I wish fats can be squeezed out?!

Had History test today, tested on 1 SEQ & this particular SBQ question which popped out of nowhere. All I have to say... I hate the taste of regretting, for not memorizing well. & After completing my SEQ, I had not time for SBQ, so... My SBQ was totally blank. >.< & There goes my Combined Humans' CA2, Adolf Hitler.

~~~ BUT, I'm very happy now~ Cos... IT'S HOLIDAY! WHOAAAAHOOOOOOOOO!! XD But I still have to go back for 2 choir practises & a 1hr Chemistry lesson.. All I have to say is... I hate it most when I have to walk to school, and sit there for only 1hr, & come back home. I'd rather it is 2hr+. & Teachers told us to revise for SA2 this holiday. Is it possible for me?! xD Apparently not.

Although I'm dying to slim down, especially my face... I'm being hypnotised by the foods placed in front of me everytime~ T^T CONTROL! not. =3=

Teachers' Day/ Yong En's Birthday

2009-08-31T21:34:00.003+08:00

During teachers' day concert, I enjoyed the "Don't Forget The Lyrics" section lols xD Was laughing my head off when all the teachers were singing ;X
Dismissed at around 10.30AM, so decided to go back home to rest. Reached home at around 11AM, without any chance of resting, I had to leave at 11.30AM+ to meet primary school peeps at mac'. &They dared to say that Caiwen & I was late?! Our initial plan was to meet at 12PM... =3=
&People, do you guys have a friend who will shout... "12PM liao!" so loudly throughout the whole restaurant? Just for the McValueLunch xD Our birthday boy did that lols. So, had lunch & we went off to Peiying!
P.S Everyone should learn from the primary kids... They look so cute when they cross the zebra-crossing with their right hand up!

&Apparently, Yong En loved the gift from Caiwen lol xD
Really hope to meet you guys again! ^v^
Photo credits to Caiwen & Xin Lei ;D

P.S
Yong En - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Andrew - Thanks for helping us take picture! :B
Pei Wen - Hope that for the next gathering, our timing will match more! ;D Chat with and see you soon!~

Slow/No improvements

2009-08-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

Haha! I've only realized now that I didn't update my previous post! *claps* Hmm... All the tests have been fine so far, except for my Combined Humanities, AS USUAL.Was flipping through my students' handbook yesterday, & it was the first time I realized that there are meaning phrases on each 2 pages! BRAVO! I owned this handbook for 8 months, & only discovered it now! *CLAPS* xD
Maybe I shall post some that I find interesting?

Here's one:
＂First one must change. I first watch myself, check myself, then expect changes from others.＂
- 14th Dalai Lama

PS.I'm "so looking forward to" September holiday, which will be packed with remedials and choir ^u^

Everything is going the wrong way

2009-08-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

ARGH! What's so wrong with blogger?!
Anyway, I shouldn't be blogging right now. Since I have not even touched on any homework yet, at 10PM+... I shall update tomorrow IF I have the time. I'm totally heading towards the wrong direction for my studies currently, and apparently.

Last minute work

2009-08-12T01:06:00.002+08:00

I'm best at nothing but last minute work :X
Reached home at 6PM+ from choir, & while I slacked without realization, it was already 7PM+. Started doing the chinese project at then, and had dinner from 8PM+ to 9PM. & Did the project all the way up till 12AM+, before I finally realised that I have not bathed yet...
So here I am, after having a shower, posting at 1AM+, Wednesday.
For the worse... I have not found a cloth for tomorrow's home visit! T^T

National day'09

2009-08-10T19:17:00.001+08:00

Hey! How did you guys celebrate national day? I went to my aunt's house to have steamboat! xD Watched NDP on TV there, and as usual, we can see the helicopter with the flag flying by. Didn't read the pledge at 2022 lols, because I was on the MRT back home. &For no reasons, my back hurts on the way.
Got home and started drinking soya milk and ate grapes, while using facebook. &My back still hurts! Sis said that it was because I'm too full? GOSH. Stopped eating unwillingly. &Thus, slept with a crying stomach and back.

However, today turned out to be a great day naturally. Want to know why?
I DREAMT THAT I ATTAINED 81% FOR E.MATHS IN END-YEAR!!!
How great would that be?! My dreams are real for most of the time. Hope it is for this time particularly!

Got to study again tomorrow... &Most likely taking back all of the remaining tests. T^T I hope I'll pass both History & Social Studies!~

It's You - Super Junior

2009-08-08T15:57:00.001+08:00

[MV]

[Piano version]

Love this song! xD Talking crap lol, why would I post it if I don't?
Went to English tuition 15 mins late. But when I reach there, only the teacher awaits... LOL. & had to have 1-1 tuition... Which felt really weird. Luckily 3 others came during the Maths one. If not, I might really just quit tuition forever because of this horrifying experience.

Changes

2009-07-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

There has been some kind of change about me...
Firstly, I became less serious with my work - it can be reflected through the previous Physics (although not back yet, but I flunked it severely) and SS test result.
Secondly, I get very enraged by very little things. Such as... That medium ass fan in class that makes paper fly everywhere.
Most importantly, I slacked like "the world is coming to an end".
But seriously, every time when I'm alone, I'll think of this - Am I studying for the sake of doing so, or studying for the sake of my mum? After thinking it through... I think it's both. Which is, both are not for my own sake. Especially in the case, where I have a mother who won't be contented unless I get full marks. Take the recent A.Maths test for example. I scored 19/20, which is like.. WOW!? That's only in my point of view.. Other mothers would already have bought their child expensive stuffs or whatever they demanded. But?! -.-
I don't like perfectionism. But I think I'm about to become one of those perfectionists who won't be contented with anything that comes my way.

The best change will be that, you can see me holding a pack of milk almost everyday! xD I'm drinking it practically everyday recently, in hope of growing a few more cm. From the previous time, few weeks after school re-opened... I grew up by 1cm! xD But I'm still as fat as ever.

Anyway, I'm glad that choir has resumed! It was so boring to just study without anything else to do.
& SHAHEERA! WE SHALL BECOME BUSINESS PARTNER NEXT TIME!

Sis' 21st year in this world

2009-07-15T22:30:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

KYONOVA IS YOU,
YOU'RE PART OF ANBU,
HOW LUCKY ARE YOU?!
(it's red, IT'S RED!!)

Happy birthday to anbu-san! My sis, I mean. Ang HuiShan desu. xD
It's amazing how fast it came lol. You're already 21~ Make a wish~ Make a wish~ *trails off singing~*
Aren't you glad that I made you the creator of anbu?! NYAHAHAHAH! So, make sure you wear that pair of earring when you go out! Or not... HEHHEHHEH xB
By the time you wake up/read this, 16/7/09, you'll already be 21!!! TOUCHDOWN!!! WHOOO!!!

My lovely socks

2009-07-14T20:35:00.003+08:00

The picture explains all xD

Chaotic

2009-07-09T00:05:00.004+08:00

12.14AM now.

There was no choir practice on Tuesday again, all thanks to H1N1. I missing choir like mad ok?!

Wednesday became an exceptionally long day as it was so boring. Had health check during the 1st and 2nd period - E.Maths class; thank goodness sake! I was about to sleep even though it was the starting of the day! Tried to read more on "The Enchanted Island" during recess, since Shaheera didn't come - but gave up eventually. History class... It is definitely a lullaby for everyone - You will see that everyone, practically, slept right after Ms Paul left the classroom lols. Mr Goh was on MC - CHAOTIC; I still don't understand the difference between molecular and empirical formula! T^T... Managed to finish both E.Maths and Chinese assignment during the free period.

What should I say..? I think that my studies is in such a mess. I have no confidence with my English, Chemistry, Physics, History, Social Studies & A.Maths. That's almost all the subjects that I'm taking?!.. Really have to pull my socks all the way up to my head? Haha?.. -_-

FIGHTING!

2009-07-06T20:50:00.004+08:00

WHOA! Holiday always passes fast... Youth day is so meaningless! Especially when there's no show to watch.. Haha. Everyone, including me, will be going back to our daily routine - Studying, cca and remedial. Was really fed up at first. But thinking of how both BBT and SS501 is working really hard for their Asia tour concert, our mental tiredness can't be compared with their mental+physical tiredness.

FIGHTING!

Let's all work hard on our studies and co-curriculum activities!

2009-07-05T02:16:00.002+08:00

Wow! I did many things today! All the way till 2.30AM+, although I said that I'm gonna sleep around 1.30AM. Edited and changed the picture and alignment for blog. It's totally what I wanted in my mind! xD I'm very satisfied with it! HAHA! So all in all, I'm only left with the tagboard! &Maybe edit the picture a bit? And my blog will be complete! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

Blog in maintenance

2009-07-04T03:38:00.002+08:00

The title explains why this blog is messy and incomplete.

2009-06-30T23:19:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking about this:

If an apology cures, there's not a need for law or polices

Really, I have a complicated thinking... Does it really cure after I apologize? I don't think so. I can't seem to forgive and forget so easily after so much have happened. So, I don't think others will do that to me either. But still, I'm sorry, for ruining the gathering.

I'm looking for another blogskin, again. And I'm so going to find a nice SS501 picture and put it up on it!
School re-opened yesterday. I was damn high as we get to choose who we want to sit with! But it goes along with responsibility, which I think... IMPOSSIBLE. There was alr a bit of complain ytd and today from the teachers, about the guys. GRRR! Better not make Shaheera and I break from each other! I'll kill them!

Last minute work AGAIN

2009-06-25T02:23:00.003+08:00

WOW! It's already 2.30AM! T^T Have been working on Chinese, Chemistry and History... & yet, picking out time to watch shows :x

These are the assignments I'm left with:

3 more Nazi propaganda sources with inference
"The Enchanted Island"
2 English summaries
Social Studies SBQs

Wish me good luck guys! I might be going out on Friday, and I WILL be going out on Saturday and Sunday! And I have to finish up my History assignment by tomorrow for printing at Shaheera's, since I won't be free for the other days... @.@ No use regretting now... Have to CHIONG! xD Anyway, I don't know how I'm going to wake up when school re-opens... I'm still sleeping up till 11AM now! xD

Random

2009-06-21T02:44:00.002+08:00

It's been YEARS since I last stayed up till 2-3AM, using the computer. Used to do that when I'm in Primary 6 lols; Don't know how I tahan-ed. Alright, facebook is really addictive - I was planning to do the Chemistry assignment after bathing at 11PM+, but ended up using facebook after Joey told me to do a quiz on it? LOLS. And when I search for the word "alkali", I see what bases, insoluble/soluble, and all the things I don't know... -.-
BIG NEWS! - I haven't touched any of those assignments listed on the previous post; I did nothing healthy for the brain this week. ;x Have been watching shows and playing a pet dog game on PSP lol.

Sis is so going to kill me when she reads this post and knows that I stayed up so late! *I know you're reading~* But I still won't make your tea until you help me!! :B

Time flies

2009-06-17T19:42:00.002+08:00

WOW! It's already Wednesday of the third week of June holiday!

I'm still left with:

2 English summary
1 Journal writing on a reading article
"The Enchanted Island"
Social Studies SBQs
7 Nazi propaganda sources
Chemistry research or assignment or whatever you call that
《追梦的翅膀》book review.

Someone please explain to me how to do the Chemistry assignment!?

Be contented

2009-06-11T13:27:00.005+08:00

Went to have lunch buffet at Science center's sakura yesterday, with aunt, mum and sis. After which, I felt so uncomfortable as all the hot and cold stuffs are mixed up in my stomach, but I couldn't vomit either! Anyway, went to aunt's house to help her clean up and after which, she sent us back home.
Alright, while I am enjoying my holidays, escaping from sec3 camp, and complaining about life, piggie is really working hard. I really should be contented with my current situation, and not take things for granted. There's a stable breadwinner at home, and I do not have to worry much about the income. The best thing I currently can do for the family, is to spend wisely, go along with what we can afford to buy, use and eat, and most importantly... Get a good education. Hope that things will go well at piggie's side!

Choir camp

2009-06-07T22:54:00.006+08:00

CHOIR CAMP'o9

First day
Bunked into our bunks and played ice breaker games. Then, choir for 3+ hours, and then lunch. After which, 4+ hours of choir training. So, overall, we had 7 to 8 hours of choir @.@ *faint*. But it is actually not that tiring? 'Cos our progress was better than last time? I don't know. Then, bathed group by group. After dinner, slacked around for a while, and we proceeded to the blind-folded night walk. And I hope Marsa is okay... Heard that she banged really hard in her head and bled. So... we started watching a movie based on dancing. And Ms Grace bought tubs of ice-cream for us! xD I really loved the cookies and cream and the pulat hitam flavoured one, and I actually detest the alcoholic black forest flavoured one, even though everyone likes it. I hate chocolate ice-cream in the first place! - And some chocolate itself xD Slacked around in the canteen and sang songs with some/many, with Jia Hao playing the piano. Then went up to watch videos and movies again. Zalikha, Joey and I couldn't survive through the 2nd movie - "200 pounds" - I think? So we went into our bunks to sleep at 2-3AM+. Well, I'm glad I didn't survive through though, heard that everyone slept in music room. I have never in my whole life slept in an air-conditioned room.

Second day
Woke up at 6.15AM. Then went down to brush up with Joey; A bit too early xD So slacked around, listening to music. Then had nutella spread on bread, cornflake with milk and milo for breakfast. Then played the game whereby we have to pour the red liquid with bowl into our group member's bowl to fill up the bottles. Love that game the most! xD Didn't see Firdaus, then I found out that he went for Singapore Idols audition - GOOD LUCK! Went up to our bunks to clear up, then lunch, and went up to music room to watch "Hearty Paws" - very touching T-T Then handover to new committee, and farewell to seniors.

Thanks sec 4s and 5s seniors for your short, yet meaningful performance!
We'll miss you guys!

Untitled

2009-06-04T18:34:00.003+08:00

Had a... Boring day today.

Firstly, woke up damn early at 0615 to wash up and prepare for SPA. Thanks goodness, I wasn't late. SPA this time is on reflection and refraction again, as predicted. And I actually finished on time?!?! O.o... But I think my 4th reading is totally out, resulting in the reading for the 5th and 6th one to be out too. Alright alright, IT'S OVER! Then had to wait for a very long time for idunnowhy, before they are willing to dismiss us. Walked to the MRT station with Shaheera. On the way, both of us bought shuttle cocks :\
And my mouth was itching like hell, so went to the shop near the bridge. While I was choosing what to eat, I accidentally kicked the metal part of the displaying cabinet, and I said,"SORRY" for idunnowhy too. And the aunty told me..."His leg is very pain, and even OUCH-ed" xD However, bought a doughstick, 'cos I miss it! xD

And because I forgot to bring my 6.4 to school, I went back home, to take it and walked back to school to put in Mrs Cheah's locker. It's like... So few of them handed up? Then, walked back home again -.-
Bought the honeydew drink at the fruitstall on the way home.

OhMyOhMy... I so going to grow fat because of holiday. I'll be eating, eating, and nothing else but eating.

Wanted to play badminton with mum just now. But the noise from the construction work actually made me fell asleep while waiting for my mum?!?! T^T

Alright, choir camp tomorrow, I shall started packing, FINALLY.

To end the post with...SHAHEERAAAAAA!
(I secretly took ur backview on Monday hehe!)

A.MATHS! @.@

2009-06-02T19:21:00.002+08:00

Had AE Maths remedial earlier this morning. For A.Maths... The last part of Binomial Theorem is forcing me to death. For E.Maths... Properties of a Circle - MEMORISATION!! T^T And I haven't complete today's homework - Exercise 6.1 and 6.2 and ME6, which have to be handed in tomorrow...
GOSH!?!? It's a bad start for me, and as a holiday which is meant for us to relax after MYE. Usually at this time of June holiday in the past, I'll be waking up at 10AM+, wash up ASAP (As Slow As Possible), slack or play, have my lunch, rest, afternoon nap, have a warm drink, play, dinner, TV and sleep ALAP (As Late As Possible). T^T

I think it's a hint for me to really settle down and have my daily revision? No more slacking/doing nothing? LALALALA~ But I'll still pick out time to watch shows~! I, myself, cannot stand it when I get too serious with things. I'll laugh at myself for doing so.

So, back to my usual postings.
I'm now stuck in between 2 concerts... SS501 and Bang Bang Tang. Which to choose?!?! I asked my mum to sponsor me for one concert; and I promised her that this will be her first and last time giving me a present. So, it's impossible to go to both!! Unless I tell her,"I don't spend money on clothes, bags, cosmetics, shoes and whatsoever, except for food", which is already included in the reasons. xD But eventually, she may not even sponsor me? T^T I never got any present from her. The only present I got from my parents is my precious PSP - from my dad.

Alright, going to have my dinner after surfing the net for a while.

June holiday

2009-05-31T13:53:00.003+08:00

YAY for the start of June holiday!

Monday (1/6): Helping Caiwen to do door-to-door sale at Ang Mo Kio.

Tuesday & Wednesday (2/6 & 3/6): AE Maths remedial from 8AM to 12PM.

Thursday (4/6): Physics SPA at 7.30AM.

Friday & Saturday (5/6 & 6/6): Choir camp

Monday - Wednesday (8/6 - 10/6): Sec3 camp. I'm so not going!

Alright, there are very few pieces of papers, with loads of assignments and instructions on it T^T
I hate to do researches! Especially for Science.
And for Sec3 camp, I'm finding ways and excuses to not go. All the high elements and kayaking. The Sec3 instructor was so not convincing us to go.

This was what he said:

There were cases of drowning, MANY PEOPLE DIED. One of those was my friend, a trained instructor.

And the high elements are about 10m high!? GOSH. Looking back to my P5 camp, it took me for more than half an hour to decide to go down the flying fox that is about... 3-5m high? And the instructor said that they will make us do exercises on the kayak. I'll panic like shit if it really capsizes.
So, all in all... JUST LET ME LIVE A PEACEFUL LIFE!

And because of the H1N1, they expect us to bring thermometer to the camp, and that those with trigger temperature will be sent home. And for all of your information.. This dog here, has an average temperature of 37.4! So, when it goes up by 0.02, it'll exceed the trigger temperature.
Thus, for everybody's convenience, I'll just stay at home! If not they'll have to call my parents, and wait for them to fetch me home.
I hope they'll just cancel it because of H1N1; like what happened during my sis' Sec3 camp, when SARS broke out.

I hope not!

2009-05-27T15:19:00.003+08:00

Finally completed Mana Khemia after a month. And this is an unknown secret - I only completed 2-3 games! Even though my PSP is 1 year old already xD. The first one was Naruto, Ninja Heroes 2 xD. And I gave up on two other games - Neverland Card Battles and iforgotwhat.

Played basketball with Joey, Shi Min, Siew Cheng, Yi Xuan and Tanya on Monday. Jonathan, Ye Xing and friend joined afterwards. And we had a 3Boys VS 6Girls match xD. My arm muscle still hurts!

CONCLUSION: I'm really ~~getting~~ OLD already.

Had physics practical yesterday - I wanted to vomit so much; all thanks to Shaheera's bag! After school, Choir. And of course - NO CHOIR TRAINING! xD. Chatted around and they brieved us on what will be on in the near future.
Post-examination activity today was really boring! Walked to each and every corner of the school with Shaheera (Haha, just exaggerating). Then physics lesson after which.

Okay, have been chatting a lot with Shaheera recently. Talked about manymanymany things! & I hope what she told me is not true! I won't know how to react when that day come. And I hope what I'm feeling now is due to me thinking too much!

To Shaheera: I still remember the smell of rotten papaya in your bag! D'x *PUKE* HAHA! I'm sure you loved the karma you had today? xD Remember to remove any food in your bag - on that day itself! xD

Results

2009-05-22T20:32:00.003+08:00

Here are my results:

2 A1 (Physics, E.Maths)
3 B3 (Chinese, A.Maths, Chemistry)
1 B4 (English)
1 C6 (Combined Humanities) - Anyhow calculated it by taking the average.

Total average this time is 67%.

The only consolation I have for myself, is that I did not fail any subjects. T^T
Really have to work hard for my Chinese and A.Maths; they are both my hopes for ACE.

Disastrous birthday

2009-05-21T19:49:00.006+08:00

It was a "disastrous birthday", because we got back all of our results, except for Social Studies.
Although I did not fail any subject so far; I PASSED MY ENGLISH!!, the other subjects worsened by a lot. Many BEES and SEAS; there is only 2 pathetic ACE. BuhBye to 70% for my average result!

However, I have to thank many people for their birthday greetings!

- Ms Grace
- Pei Wen
- Stella
- Shaheera
- Carene
- Chao Yue
- Si Zhen
- Wei Jun
- Shi Min
- Sharon
- Debbie
- Daddy
- Shalice
- Mummy (my aunt)
- Yun Qian
- Caiwen

Thanks Joey for the clothes!
& Thanks Ariel for the cuteeeee bearbear! xD

My birthday wishes:
Firstly, I hope grandma will recover soon, and also good health for everyone. I haven't been visiting her for a long time.
Secondly, I think this birthday wish will continue for years... I hope to reach 155cm this year, and cut down by 2-3kg by the end of June holidays. xD
The last one can't be revealed, as usual!

Alright, I'm still waiting for Saturday to come~~

Impatience

2009-05-15T14:36:00.005+08:00

JoeyTaySinGee aka 金太，
Thanks to your 寶貝，
I kind of admire SS501 now... xD
What should I say..?
Rare to find a boy band to sing so well in a live performance xD

Oh ya! 金太, I can send you that picture (on top) of your 寶貝 if you want ;D
I still have a copy of it even though I cut their faces and bodies out of the real one xD

OkayOkay, I'm very impatient now...Why does time passes so slowly when I want it be the opposite?!?!?
& I don't wanna go tuition tomorrow!! T^T
Awaiting for tomorrow, 9.30PM to come ASAP!!!

Boys Before Flowers

2009-05-14T11:35:00.005+08:00

WHEEEEEEEE~! Mid-Year Examination is finally over! After we have studied hard, it's time to ~~pray~~PLAY hard! xD
Since I think that I flunked my examination, there's no use in worrying for my results! xD

Alright, Boys Before Flowers is coming up on Channel U!~~ xD
Kim Beom (the one on the right) is damn cute!! ;B
To Joey: I still prefer Gim Hyeon Jung with short hair! xD
HYAHYAHYA!!
So Kim Beom is still cuter! xD

Alright, I shall be off to watch shows... BYE~

2009-05-03T00:17:00.003+08:00

我現在感到好興奮噢！
老姐剛剛下載了可以打繁體字的軟件吶！
嘿嘿！
怎麽說呢。。。？
我突然有點從動，很想開個無名的戶口啊！
好啦，原因是：我不想用英文PO啦！

Hahahs. I'll just kind of translate everything above for the sake of society X.x

I'm feeling damn excited; Sis has just downloaded a program that allows us to type Traditional Chinese.
& I have this sudden urge to create an account at www.wretch.cc .
Reason being: I don't wanna use English to post anymore!!
MY ENGLISH SUCKS!

Laziness

2009-04-26T16:34:00.002+08:00

There is this sudden dilemma caused by laziness in me.

I have been thinking: since I have worked so much for the past 3 months, why should I continue tiring myself? Everything would be fine if I go back to my old self; playing computer everyday, relax~ Then only bury my head into the book during the last 2 weeks before exam.
But I have also been thinking of this: I am such a slow-poke; Slow at reading, learning, understanding and everything. How is it possible for me to absorb everything just within two weeks? So I tried to complete all homework everyday, for the sake of my brain.

However, English and Chinese paper is on this Wednesday and Thursday respectively, and the other subjects on the following week(s). And yet, I have not even started studying on a topic. But I am here editing my blog for hours. My brain is totally blank.

How should I put it?.. The PSP is telling me,"You have done your best, it is time to relax", and my brain is telling my whole body,"I am tired, just give me a break".
I know that I should be studying at this point of time, but...
URGGHHHH! The mind set is totally out of place.
And the last thing I ever want is to fail any of the subjects, especially English.
It will be unimaginable if I fail English during Sec3. It is either I get promoted to Sec4, or I quit.
I don't want to waste another precious year of my life to stay in Sec3.

I shall try to study for at least 1 hour per day from now on, excluding time used for homework.

The end of something signifies the start of another

2009-04-22T16:41:00.006+08:00

SYF is over, and all the test are done. What's coming up will be the MYE.

I'm very grateful that my Maths tutor has thought us gradient xD
It benefited me, in the way that I do not have to squeeze too much brain juice to learn something new in the Maths lesson yesterday.
However, I did not manage to finish my Maths homework yesterday, thanks to the History test today. After spending the whole day reading the textbook, I only managed to finish 10+ pages.
Yes, I'm a slow reader. But I can't help it; I hate reading!
So in the end, I think I still flunk my History test, YET AGAIN.

I'm TRYING to catch up with Physics. But so far, it's hard.
I only know, "Scalar is something with value", while "Vector is something with a value in a direction".
Well, these are only the VERY summarized definition I have in my mind.
It is really HELLish after sleeping through for merely one period...
I MISSED A LOT.

Alright, as you can see, I've changed the blogskin, even though I don't watch hitmanreborn.
Found another cool blogskin on vampire, but there's no navigation >.<>undoneuntouched homework.
xD

Pictures for 10th Anniversary

2009-04-17T21:58:00.007+08:00

Alright, pictures for OPSS 10th anniversary.
I haven't been using th computer for weeks! Dx

JC!

Sharon, Joey & Shi Min ;D

Sharon!

GOLD!

Shin Ying, Firdaus, Ariel & Carene ;D

Shin Ying ;B

Alto!

Shi Min!

Shun Lai! Ah Lai, LAILAILAILAILAI xD

Thanks Ms Grace!

Let's get HIGH!